Friday, December 19, 2008

"so called"

so called is simply translated as: incorrectly called.

It was my first day out from that dreadful citadel and this is the biggest challenge I have to overcome so far. Hearing this from someone really dear is indeed painful but what choice do I have? if this is what he really feels... I have to respect that. I just want to say that since the start of our friendship, I had no regrets, the love I gave was true, unconditional and unselfish. When you were down, I made sure I'm there, when you were happy I made sure I'd rejoice with you...

Every time he offends or hurts me, I'd simply forget about it for I'd rather choose to spend happy times with him than with those sad ones. But as every story has its ending I guess this is ours, though I'm still hoping and praying for it to be fixed, the outcome of this situation is all in his hands.

I wasn't prepared to lose him. But I guess I was just an imaginary friend, a so called friend, a so called bestfriend.

As we grow up, we learn that even that one person who wasn't supposed to let you down... probably will.

Please come back.

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