he hated his concept of love
he despised yet took pride of it at the same time
it was a love that kept no record of wrongs
a true one
a persevering one
one that chooses to see past the shortcomings
one that loves even when the person is unlovable
to some it was unhealthy
to him it was the perfect gift
or perhaps a curse
he loathed himself for always caring
for enduring the beating
he believed that the only time you will let go
is when the love is gone
that strength is measured
by staying
and not by taking the easy way out
he detested his ideals
his strength is an abomination
*grabs feelings and crushes it with bare hands
he wished for numbness
for apathy
for oblivion
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There are times when people are in love with the concept of being in love and aren't always willing and able to see that it's a matter of give-and-take without expectations or demands.
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