“’What’ and ‘if’ are two words as non-threatening as words can be, but put them together side by side and they have the power to haunt you for the rest of your life. -Letters to Juliet”
It was unreal, but it was happening
and he tried so hard to resist him and his charm
because he knew it was too good to be true
he was filled with longings
longings he buried in a deep abyss
longings he should have forgotten long ago
"I used to hate you so much" / I'm glad we're friends again
"I really loved you" / seeing you now brings this familiar feeling
"Did you love me? Those sweet things you said, the appreciation, the love, the concern, were those real?"
He held a bottle of hot sauce
Oo, kasing init nito. Actually, dapat makikipagbreak na ako sa boyfriend ko, para sa'yo
"Ah, I see" / They why didn't you leave him? I ignored the f*cking pain! I became a sucker who waited six long months for you! Why didn't you leave him? WHY?!
"Tingin mo ba kung naging tayo noon, tayo parin hanggang ngayon?
"... I don't know" / YES! Sobrang mahal kita, it would have been a fairy tale, a dream come true!
"Just forget about it, ang importante ngayon friends na tayo"
"oo tama... magkaibigan" / kalimutan ang lahat... wish it was that easy