Saturday, January 14, 2012

What if?

“’What’ and ‘if’ are two words as non-threatening as words can be, but put them together side by side and they have the power to haunt you for the rest of your life. -Letters to Juliet”

It was unreal, but it was happening

and he tried so hard to resist him and his charm

because he knew it was too good to be true

he was filled with longings

longings he buried in a deep abyss

longings he should have forgotten long ago



01.09.12

"I used to hate you so much" / I'm glad we're friends again

"I'm sorry"

"I really loved you" / seeing you now brings this familiar feeling

"..."

"Did you love me? Those sweet things you said, the appreciation, the love, the concern, were those real?"

He held a bottle of hot sauce

Oo, kasing init nito. Actually, dapat makikipagbreak na ako sa boyfriend ko, para sa'yo

"Ah, I see" / They why didn't you leave him? I ignored the f*cking pain! I became a sucker who waited six long months for you! Why didn't you leave him? WHY?!

"Tingin mo ba kung naging tayo noon, tayo parin hanggang ngayon?

"... I don't know" / YES! Sobrang mahal kita, it would have been a fairy tale, a dream come true!

"Just forget about it, ang importante ngayon friends na tayo"

"oo tama... magkaibigan" / kalimutan ang lahat... wish it was that easy


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12 comments:

T.R.Aurelius said...

nakarelate naman ako dun, hehe

padaan me, sana makadaan ka rin sa blog ko :)

♥ hana banana ♥ said...

yan yung nakaka inis eh...ang paghintayin ka nang bonggang bongga...pero wala pa rin...hanggang mag frenships lang talaga kayo...awwww////

christian said...

what + if = could have been

one of the most saddest realizations in life.

k0tz said...

i'm confused.. are you talking to a HE? or a SHE?

ELAY said...

@T.R.Aurellius: I followed you kaya!

@Hana Banana: oo tama, at nung nabasa ko yung recent post mo, nalaman kong pareho ang hinanaing

@Christian: amen to that

@Kotz: uhh I'm the one who was "actually" talking here sa blog. This is my friend's story. I just thought it's worthy of being posted (I asked permission naman) :)

k0tz said...

oh.. akala ko ok na kayo, yung about sa post mo last time. hehehe.sw

♥superjaid♥ said...

ouch. nakakarelate din ako huhu

ELAY said...

@kotz: haaaaa??? hahahaha nalost ako dun ah

@kapatid: *hug :)

Umi said...

Siguro, lahat naman tayo dumadaan sa "what if" stage e. Na nag iisip tayo kung ano nga bang pwedeng mangyari, ano nga bang naiba kung ginawa natin ito o ganyan.

Pero isipin mo na lang, siguro may purpose kung bakit ganyan ang kinahantungan. Who knows, mamaya mas better pala ang posisyon mo ngayon. :)

KikomaxXx said...

weeeeeeeeeeee.... friends nalang kong friends... sayang din...

ELAY said...

@UMI: siguro nga, pero wait inuulit ko friend ko yung nasa conversation, not me. pero sasabihin ko sa knya yang sinabi mo :)

@KIKOMAXXX: hahaha oo sayang din, baka kailanganin balang araw. joklang

tndcallphilippines said...

what + if... very true. Two words very powerful put together. :)