Wednesday, January 11, 2017
So that is how it feels like... to hear the person you love weep over the man he had replaced you with.
Like unsharpened knives cutting your heart open, its dull edges prolonging the process inflicting more pain and suffering.
Blood gushes each passing moment, every sob takes the blade deeper.
You stay and endure the ache
just so his heart and soul wouldn't break
His tears eventually lulls him to sleep
and you, you my friend, will be nothing more but a mere sponge who willingly absorbed his burden out of sheer stupidity.
Saturday, December 31, 2016
Wednesday, November 16, 2016
Tuesday, November 8, 2016
He yearned for long drives
for lazy mornings and warm nights
he longed for slow dances
underneath the black, moonlit canvas
to the rhythm of unspoken vows
of eternal love and fidelity
he craved for petty quarrels
that blossomed into fierce love making
which left nothing but gentle kisses
and intertwined souls caressed by the cold autumn breeze
he dreamed of discovering new worlds
getting lost in a labyrinth strangers and skyscrapers
unafraid of wandering too far
for you, his home, is with him.
but just as dreams dissolve at the crack of dawn
so did his
he looked in the mirror and saw the void on his chest
the nothingness that engulfed the remaining fragments of his heart
"the pain is debilitating" he thought
he retreated into an emotional fortress where no one could touch him again.
Sunday, September 11, 2016
Nine months have already passed
I can still feel the pain
one wrong picture
one wrong song
evoke forlorn memories
that lurk deep in the crevices
of my flimsy heart
maybe they're right
i am but a soul that needs saving
a new love
a spark of hope
is something I have abandoned
just as how i was abandoned