This is a
work of fiction. Any resemblance to persons living or dead is purely
coincidental.
It was utterly unexpected
...
I was doing well, basking in the pleasures of my serene world; a world shared between me and my lover
My lover was love in its most flawless form
The way that he would press his lips against mine
The way that he would run his fingers through the strands of my hair
The way that he would fill my heart with very special things
Had me falling for him even more
...
And then you came
You
You made me do foolish things
You made me set my priorities aside
You made me ignore my obligations
And yet
You showed me love
Love so strong that it broke through the walls my sanctuary
Love that transfigured my perceptions of what a perfect lover is
Love that I knew I cannot not live without
You
You're the one I would love to spend my forever with
...
But darling there is a time for everything
And now is not ours
It's breaking my heart
It's torturing my soul
The lone thought of you drifting away
The thought of you not being mine
Perhaps there will be another time for us
And when it comes
We will stand on each other's doorstep
Confessing a love once forbidden
...
"I'll be saving love songs and lullabies and there's so much more that no one's ever heard before. Something's telling me it might be you, all of my life"