I know, I know, it's been weeks and my absence here in the blogsphere was a clear violation of my new year's resolution (to blog at least once a week). Aside from school kasi, I've been very busy teaching dance. Btw, this ain't one of my usual posts na seryoso, matalinhaga and stuff.
If you're a medtech student, you can definitely relate. There's this annual event where MT students gather for uhh pageant, seminar, singing and talent competitions (like a HS intramurals).
What pressured me the most was the fact that me and my team were informed about the dance contest 5 days before the event! I was like WTF?? 4 DAYS TO REHEARSE? MOTHER OF GOD (very 9gag lang).
Fuck! Our Lady of Fatima University (I know a couple of dancers from there) FEU MORAYTA (okay, mamamatay na ko, magaling lang tao don) I visited kasi the website where the list of contestants were shown, siyempre I had to check out the competition. If I'm not mistaken there were at least 15 contenders pero yung fatima and feu ang naretain ng memory ko, prolly because they're the ones na alam kong magaling talaga.
Here are my girls:
day 1
day 4
day 5, pizza muna habang hinihintay magstart ang competition
and then, after 2 hours of waiting, nakasayaw na sila.. and ang result..
2ND PLACE :)
sorry pero proud na proud lang ako. I mean, 2nd place in 4 days?? grabe! Ang mas grabe pa eh na cut yung music namin, the incompetent sound guy thought that I was kidding when I said "hihinto talaga yung music niyan sa bandang dulo".
Kung babalikan yung day 1 ng practice, wala silang SWAGUUH walang confidence tapos on the competition day mapapanuod mo sila na hinihiyawan ng mga tao, character kung character sa stage GAWD!! Sinong hindi magiging proud diba?
Being a choreographer really isn't all about the money. Watching your kids perform on stage and realizing that somehow you've been a significant part of their growth is priceless.
Here's the video pala. Thanks for reading folks! :)
“’What’ and ‘if’ are two words as non-threatening as words can be, but put them together side by side and they have the power to haunt you for the rest of your life. -Letters to Juliet”
It was unreal, but it was happening
and he tried so hard to resist him and his charm
because he knew it was too good to be true
he was filled with longings
longings he buried in a deep abyss
longings he should have forgotten long ago
01.09.12
"I used to hate you so much" / I'm glad we're friends again
"I'm sorry"
"I really loved you" / seeing you now brings this familiar feeling
"..."
"Did you love me? Those sweet things you said, the appreciation, the love, the concern, were those real?"
He held a bottle of hot sauce
Oo, kasing init nito. Actually, dapat makikipagbreak na ako sa boyfriend ko, para sa'yo
"Ah, I see" / They why didn't you leave him? I ignored the f*cking pain! I became a sucker who waited six long months for you! Why didn't you leave him? WHY?!
"Tingin mo ba kung naging tayo noon, tayo parin hanggang ngayon?
"... I don't know" / YES! Sobrang mahal kita, it would have been a fairy tale, a dream come true!
"Just forget about it, ang importante ngayon friends na tayo"
"oo tama... magkaibigan" / kalimutan ang lahat... wish it was that easy
Every minute I stare at you my heart breaks. From start to finish thoughts of you bring torment, wrecking my spirit, turning my hope into specks. You are far from comprehension, far from reach.
As my feet remain planted on the ground there you are up in the heavens hovering over my head mocking my wits shaming my pride I despise you
Have I not exerted effort? were my attempts too feeble? I gave you the best gold you gave me filthy rags I gave you time you spare not one minute I spit on you
I thought what we had was special I thought you and I could get along splendidly I was wrong I was very wrong Depart from me Be gone elsewhere I hate you
Hindi ka para sa akin, ayoko na! Stupid polynomials! noong bata ako numbers lang ang minumultiply bakit ngayon pati letters?! While taking our quiz after the short discussion, I kinda peeked into my seatmate's paper and I'm like "hala, bakit ang haba ng sagot niya". As expected, mine was wrong. Damn it! just when I thought I completely understood everything. I hate you math.
2011 has been a painful year. Don't worry, I won't go through every sorrowful detail I mean, I don't want to bore you readers with all my sob stories. To keep it concise, 2011 for me, was a year of betrayal. I struggled with agony from January up to the very last days of December.
Still, I am thankful. I am thankful for the lessons the past year has taught me, thankful to the people who were always with me in those dire times.
2012 promises nothing but uncertainty. However, there is one thing I'm sure of... I am STRONGER NOW.
BTW I have 5 vows for 2012.
1. Update my blog regularly (at least once a week) 2. Read more books 3. Attend dance classes 4. Gain weight 5. STAY POSITIVE
alone he sat in the corner running his palm on his chest on withered scars that cover his heart he remembered them sweet words vividly what ...
ANNABEL LEE -Edgar Allan Poe
It was many and many a year ago, In a kingdom by the sea, That a maiden there lived whom you may know By the name of ANNABEL LEE; And this maiden she lived with no other thought Than to love and be loved by me.
I was a child and she was a child, In this kingdom by the sea; But we loved with a love that was more than love- I and my Annabel Lee; With a love that the winged seraphs of heaven Coveted her and me.
And this was the reason that, long ago, In this kingdom by the sea, A wind blew out of a cloud, chilling My beautiful Annabel Lee; So that her highborn kinsman came And bore her away from me, To shut her up in a sepulcher In this kingdom by the sea.
The angels, not half so happy in heaven, Went envying her and me- Yes!- that was the reason (as all men know, In this kingdom by the sea) That the wind came out of the cloud by night, Chilling and killing my Annabel Lee.
But our love it was stronger by far than the love Of those who were older than we- Of many far wiser than we- And neither the angels in heaven above, Nor the demons down under the sea, Can ever dissever my soul from the soul Of the beautiful Annabel Lee.
For the moon never beams without bringing me dreams Of the beautiful Annabel Lee; And the stars never rise but I feel the bright eyes Of the beautiful Annabel Lee; And so, all the night-tide, I lie down by the side Of my darling- my darling- my life and my bride, In the sepulcher there by the sea, In her tomb by the sounding sea.
I discovered that rejections are not altogether a bad thing. They teach a writer to rely on his own judgment and to say in his heart of hearts, "to hell with you!" -Saul Bellow
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From ate pinknote ;)
Kreativ Award from SUPERJAID
SPREAD THE LOVE AWARD -Amazing Grace
My very first award.
Galing kay kapatid na si Superjaid :)
thoughts.thoughts.thoughts.
“If we can love someone so much, how will we be able to handle it one day when we are separated? And if being separated is a part of life, and you know about separation as well. Is it possible that we can love someone and never be afraid of losing them? At the same time, I was also wondering, is it possible that we can live our entire life without loving anyone at all? That’s my loneliness.”
