Thursday, February 16, 2012

For you... happy valentines

So it took me a couple of days before posting this. I'm afraid I didn't have the courage to press the PUBLISH POST button and have this as a constant reminder of what I lost. Nonetheless, happy valentines.

...

Another year given and done
I've come through, safe one more time
The days are warmer than I thought
It burns a pathway through the haze
of a thousand bird filled mornings
that would never reach your eyes

I am sitting alone tonight darling
Alone in the cold old room
and the sound of the rain
as it falls on the pane
makes darker its gathering gloom

The rain too is falling
on your picture as if washing
the dust of years and memories
that only my heart carries

caress me in my dreams
if only to soothe my awakening
Hold me in your arms as if you were beside me
cup your hands on my cheeks
and look deep into my eyes
so you could see once more
limitless and as pure as the cloudless sky
MY UNFATHOMABLE LOVE FOR YOU

I feel and see you in every tree and flower
in every drop of rain
maybe a soft breeze that wafts
gently touching my skin till I drift away

smoothe my hair with your hands
and wipe away my tears
tears of longing, regret and bereavement
I can't forget the long years
years of pain and life's crucible
but I'll always remember the minutes
minutes of tenderness and care
that soothed the agony of your absence

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8 comments:

Ester Yaje said...

the poem is sweet. that person is so lucky to have your unfathomable love. :))

CHRISTIAN said...

namiss ko tuloy mag compose ng mga ganyan...medyo matagl tagal na din ako huling sumulat ng mga tula...

kinalawang na yata ko. hahaha
hemingways, belated heart's day, beloved :)

Superjaid said...

idol talaga kita sa paggawa ng english poem kapatid. isang rolyo ata ng tissue ang nagamit ko lols =D

anyway..medyo malungkot nga ang vday ng wala kang partner like me pero mas malungkot kung nagmamahal ka pero unrequited. super swerte si girl to be loved by you kapatid pero love yourself more. ayt? your nice guy. dont settle for less =D

ELAY said...

@ESTER: guess so too, i just wish she knew :(

@CHRISTIAN: okay lang yan sir, kinalawang rin ako nung nagfocus ako sa pagsasayaw pero babalik din yan basa lang ng basa tapos sulat ng sulat :)

@KAPATID: hindi kami nung girl kapatid :( hindi niya siguro alam na mahal ko parin siya till now...

MJ said...

The first time I read this, I was so touched... I can feel your emotions...your love for her...You're really a good writer! You inspire us...Keep on writing!

MJ

KikomaxXx said...

sobrang ganda/// :) may puso ang laman...

ELAY said...

@Ate MJ: thank you po. Effective naman pala ata yung poem bilang naramdaman niyo yung emotion :)

@KikomaxXx: salamat salamat salamat :)

vishal kumar said...

The first time I read this, I was so touched... I can feel your emotions...your love for her...You're really a good writer!
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